pretty as a pen

Sat, 21 Jan 2006 19:38:45 GMT

i think she sceretly hates me...

life

Wed, 18 Jan 2006 18:24:57 GMT

everything has really been stressing me out lately...getting into fights...losing friends... losing my job.... passing really hard classes... losing my girlfriend... finding a new job.... oh yeah...did i say losing my girlfriend
its alot different
everytime i think about it i get very emotional and it sucks...i just care so much....
it doesnt even matter

life

Sat, 01 Oct 2005 02:46:14 GMT

i know nobody is going to read this but i need to write this to like vent i guess....life is pretty much sucking she likes it how we are and i hate it but i dont want her to be unhappy so im trying to deal with it but its so hard...i dont want to be like this i just want to be with her again and be happy we are happy now why cant we be happy together it just sucks..
i thought i had it going to but i got denied which sucks
ill cry myself to sleep again....and ill be just fine
jay
the only thing that could get worse was if i died

hello again

Mon, 02 May 2005 12:25:28 GMT

so yeah once again it has been forever and a day since i have written in my livejournal...i was just reading through it and noticed how fast this year has gone by...once of my journals kimberly said happy 2 months...which means that it has been like a year since i got my livejournal and i have posted like maybe 20 times
so i just wanted to tell everyone about that
life is pretty much the same just been skating and hanging out
excited cuz my birthday is coming up soon!
but yeah im in class so i have to go
jay
i love you kimbo so much you mean everything to me i dunno waht i would do with out u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mon, 14 Feb 2005 13:25:42 GMT

everyone...im in love...i never thought it would happen but i have always wanted it do and it has happened i found the girl i can (and hopefully will) spend the rest of my life with
god i love you so much kimberly
jay

to who it may concern

Sun, 06 Feb 2005 12:38:32 GMT

im lost
so lost its crazy
i thought we would always be together with no probelms with anything
but now it seems like you are drifting aways from me
im lost
we have been together for awhile...the best time of my life
i love you more and more everyday
i sit up at night crying when u are mad or sad or something that bothers me
i start to tear when i think about not being with you
i know you said that we arent breaking up
but i cant stand you not touching me some times
i try to talk to you about your feelings and emotions
but you just talk to other people and not tell me how you feel
i know there is something going on
just tell me what it is
i will probably understand
and if i dont ill still love you for the rest of my life
im sitting here thinking about you...my body turns to ice
with my teeth chattering and my eyes coming to tears
i think about losing you
i cant lose you i love so much ill do anything to make you happy even if that makes me sad
u have tried many things to make you happy......i always thought i made you so happy
thats what it says in the notes
"my heart races for you'"
"your the bestest boyfriend EVER"
i try to treat you so well...i guess thats not working what can i do to make you happy
please just tell me ill do anything
i love you so much
you mean the world and more to me
even though i say this alot i always mean it and if you should know that
im truely lost without you
i love you baby
jay

bored

Mon, 31 Jan 2005 12:57:03 GMT

i have no idea why i am writing in this i just got really bored and remembered my password so i decided to write in it
well not to much has been going on in my life me and kimberly are still together we both still skate...i just got off a ankle injury so im not that good anymore and kimberly is getting pretty good
im in skool right now in my first hour work exp class and im really bored cuz we get like 2 minutes of work then we have the rest of the day to do whatever we want its cool but it sucks also
well i dont really have much more to say...i will write in here more cuz i remember my password
jay

if this is heaven

Fri, 30 Jul 2004 02:42:30 GMT

hi
well i am writing in my journal again becuz kimberly was like "i made it look all cool so you better write in it so i am
today was cool kimberly came over we hung out watched a skate video then see fell asleep in my room so when she was sleeping i took a shower when i came out kimberly was awake and alex and chris were here we hung out with them for a little at my house
after that me and kimberly at cheese stick things (really tastey) then we went to wekiva and skated kimberly has gotten alot better at skating,.. she isnt really learning alot more tricks she is just getting them down and being able to do them over and over and getting better style and shit like that its cool im happy that she sticks with shit and doesnt puss out like alot of people would and do alot!
people like that piss me off

after we came back from skating i jumped in the pool then we ate dinner me and kimberly hung out at the house for a while then went out side of my house and i tried to teach her kickflips she wasnt that good at them so i tryed to teach her heel flips.....it wasnt that bad for her first try it fliped up and hit her in the crotch and landed on the wheels

then we came in and hung out untill her mom came
after she left i took my clothes off and put them in the washer so i can wear them again tommorow then i ran across my house with kimberly undies in my hand so i can was them also

thats pretty much what happened today
jay
oh and i licked kimberlys face alot today it was funny

today

Fri, 23 Jul 2004 21:38:17 GMT

hello there everyone once again i am posting in my live journal for the first time is god knows how long
ummmmmmmmmm i am at kimberlys house right now we are getting ready to go out for the night and chill with some friends

logan doesnt like me he wants to jump me with a bunch of his friends its pretty gay its just cuz he copied everything i did and i got his girlfriend (lol)
yeah i dont have a very cool life thats why i dont post alot all i do is skate and hang out with kimberlys pretty much and i go to the mall alot
kimberly is kissing my neck it feels really good :-D yey i love this girl i am so happy i am with her now she is moving the chair....ok massage time this also feels very good
yeah i love this girl im happy that she is with me and i am with her which means we are together we have a very good relationship (best i have ever been in) others have been kinda bad
she is best girl i have ever met and im glad that everything shitty thing that happened with us happened cuz now we are with eachother and we dont have to worry about anything

ok im done rambling on about kimberly
i will post in about a year or so
jay

Sun, 20 Jun 2004 15:38:32 GMT

i came home yesturday from my trip. i was all happy because i was going to get to see kimberly i missed her so much....my mom went through my room when i was gone and found something she wasnt supposed to. i got home around 130 didnt get into the shower untill 330 got to kimberlys around 4 she wasnt in the best mood. we went to the mall and she would not even really talked to me. that sucked even more, i am gone for a week and when i get home my girlfriend wont even talk to me. she doesnt want to come to my house cuz she doesnt want to feel weird around my parents i understand that but i dont understand why she just can face her fears.
i hate my nosey parents

jay
(i just noticed that i only post in my livejournal when i have something bad to say about something or when i am in a pissy mood)

i love her

bad time

Sat, 05 Jun 2004 16:16:10 GMT

yeah i dont really know if its a good idea to post about this but i am going to do it anyway

me and kimberly have been fighting alot latley i dunno really what is going on really.....yesturday she told me that she likes me less than i like her....i killed me. it suck i didnt know what to think..i think i am losing her i dont know why but it just seems like it i cant lose her she is my first real love
today we were talking and she told me that she didnt want me going to her birthday party first it was becuz she was having a coupe people over that i have problems with then she told me that she didnt want me going cuz i wouuld miss a trip that i am going on then it was just becuz she didnt want me going at all she didnt really give me a reason to that....
i dont know what i am going to do if i lose her if i havent already

if u have any ideas about what i should do about this please reply to it i need someones help from someone

jay
lost and confused

ps i me and kimberly were having a great time (time untill like yesturday) we were hanging out alot and skating together and shit i dont know if that could have something to do with it but whatever

Tue, 01 Jun 2004 01:45:31 GMT

hello again everyone

i am writing in my journal for the first time in like 3 years the last 2 journals were written by my baby (kimberly) for me bcuz i am 2 lazy to do it my self

not much has been going on lately chillin alot with kimberly teaching her skate shit (she is getting better everyday) yesturday i skate with some friend (havent done that in awhile) at brantley i switch a 5 it was ok kinda sloppy i got really sick there i thought i was like dieing or something cuz i didnt eat enough i couldnt really walk or talk very well i felt like shit i had to call my dad to pick me up

today i went to the beach with kimberly it was pretty fun we tanned and i got a sun burn on my back and i have this weird in on my back now that looks like a bunny after the beach we went into the poop(pool) and got all the salt water shit off of us.
kissing is my thang

well i am going to go i am makintg out with kimberlyright now its pretty hot sry i couldnt see the board now she is kissing my neck it feels really good now ear it tickles but feels great
gtg
jay
love peace and chicken shit

Thu, 27 May 2004 17:45:06 GMT

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Fri, 14 May 2004 00:24:53 GMT

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good morning

Sat, 08 May 2004 13:22:33 GMT

yeah i know its been like 4 or 5 days since i last wrote in this....i keep forgeting to
today is mine and kimberlys 2 month anniversary (she is now my longest relationship) me and her are going to hang out all day today hopefully if he dad isnt being a jerk and lets her come over. i am going to try to romantic today i am bringing her on a pinic at this park. i made sandwiches and other things for food. it should be fun. i am pretty sure that we are going to go to wal-mart today also we are prob going to take the bus (kimberly really wants to ride the bus)
yesturday me kimberly brooke and josh hung out at the mall that was kinda boring but it got more fun toward the end. i think there was fight at the movies last night cuz like there were kids talking about fighting and walking around like they were going to fight and there were a bunch of cops there after me and kimberly went to get picked up by my father
i had hi to darrel the rent a cop last night
me: hi darrel
darrel: hello Mr. Meyer
it was scary that he knew my name i only told him once and that was when i got kicked out of the mall for skating
thursday kimberlys mom kidnapped me from my house and took us to best buy to get kimberlys crappy computer fixed. it was funny cuz kimberly kept yelling at the guy cuz he didnt do what he was supposed to do.

well i am going to go now i have to mow the lawn before kimberly can come over (i dunno how i am going to do that the spinklers are on)

jay

my wonderful day

Sun, 02 May 2004 03:38:32 GMT

hello again

today i went to kimberlys house today and had a great time.... we were going to see the passion but kimberlys daddy like freaked out for no reason and left with out me kimberly and kimberlys mother so kimberlys mother took us to block buster and we rented gothica and two other movies. me and kimberly watched gothica in one room when kimberlys mother was in the other room watching some other movie. gothica is a good movie but being with kimberly made it an awesome movie. today i pointed out to kimberly how much she means to me. im really happy i did that i dunno why it just made me really really happy so i am in a good mood
my sister went to prom tonight so that is the only reason i got to go out (my grounding isnt working) but hey i dont care i have to stay up to get some pizza and other food
well today was a great day i hope to have many more with my wonderful girlfriend kimberly

gtg now
jay

oh yeah me and kimberly went to thrift center today and blane and marc and spencer was there it was cool i got an outfit for 3.21 pants a shirt and a jacket
then blanes mother took us to good will and i found a fricking 50 cent flat brim hat it was .99 cents its hot even if it is small on my cuz i got a huge head
ok well i am really leaving now
bored kimberly and i got off the fone cuz she had to go

good bye for now
jay
some say finding love is the best part of your time.... if that is true this has to be the BEST part of my life

first

Thu, 29 Apr 2004 21:31:29 GMT

hello this is my first entry into my live journal thing.... i dont really have an exciting life or anything so yeah i dunno
i went to skool today it was pretty gay we had first hour for like 2 and 1/2 hours instead of an 1 1/2 hours im not sure why but it sucked
yeah right now i am talking to kimberly and trying to figure out with i am doing for the next week cuz i got grounded yesturday from so homo reason so if u got anything exciting for me to do reply to my entry so i am not really really bored
well i am going to go now
jay